Life can be insane sometimes. In my family of four we have 3 attending school and we work 7 days a week here or there. Still, we continue everyday to be more and more aware that we are exactly where we are supposed to be.
We have all been growing so much. I feel the learning curve for us right now is huge. Every chance we get for failure, distraction or just anger has been highlighted as opportunities to learn.
Ben took on not only a custodial position, but a custodial position at Walmart. Many of you already know this, but something you may not know is that he has been coming home Happy (even though he gets some of the most disturbing stories!! :) It's too amazing to watch my husband's Joseph like attitude and actions gain him the attention of every manager in the store.
Still, this is not to say that the last months have been easy. We really are living in a tension of knowing where we are supposed to be... and where we want to be. We are still waiting and not making any definite decisions about the future, Simeon is talking about Africa a lot, but we know that the North West is our home. It's where our hearts live. We miss you all and since being away we are seeing more and more clearly all that really is going to happen there.
The North West is a pivotal and strategic area. I feel like there is a hub of a kind there that connects people, dreams and movements. I also see it as a place where people can step into their individual destinies. Ben and I love to hear what is going on in all of your lives. God is doing so much. Something I know He has been speaking over me is that what he is placing inside of us is meant to be eternal. I know this is something He is doing in the whole Church. God is wanting to start something that has no end, in us. For that to be possible only He can be the foundation. He has continued and continued to dig, removing every bit of weakness. There has been so much sifting. The only thing that has held me up during this time is to lean into him.
During this time more than any other I see Papa God as Aslan with Eustace removing the scales. As a Daddy with a wash cloth wiping our sticky fingers. Our job is NOT to clean ourselves up! Simply put, we need to stand still. We need to let him get between our fingers, and toes if necessary. Trusting that He is always good!! Life as I've always know it..... will NEVER be the same. He is too good everyday for me to want "same". I want Him, even when it hurts.
Thank you so much for keeping us in your prayers. We really feel it everyday and we are praying for you also! Ben got in his deposit for his Thailand trip in the Spring so we're a little over 10% through paying it off. Thank you to everyone who has been donating to him. If anyone else is interested they can go to ibssm.org there's a donate link at the bottom of the page. Make sure that the donation goes toward Ben Kline missions. (Tuition is already paid in full! Yay!)
All the prayer, encouragement and support of all kinds being poured out over us has been overwhelming. YOU GUYS ARE BEAUTIFUL! Thank you again! We love you and I Hope you all have an amazing Holiday Season!!!!!!
~Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~
with love and hugs~
Renah